As I sit here typing, my mind is racing, my heart is overwhelmed, and I can't help but be a 19 year old girl and cry, listening to music that helps me take out my emotions that I've bottled up.
I've had so much to say, but I don't know how. I've had the urge to scream, but I can't. I don't know what to do, and that's unusual for me. I always know what's about to come, but this time, I haven't even got the slightest idea what is going to happen, and it scares me shitless.
It's not about a job opening, not about school, not about my family.
... It's about a guy... It sounds so ridiculous... But I'm EXTREMELY conflicted on what to do... I sou